carbon monoxide

i love this song. its by regina spektor.

i'm kind of frustrated but i'm not sure why and its a stupid reason anyway so .. yeah.

people keep asking me if nico is my boyfriend and its starting to get on my nerves -- mostly its this one little girl and she asks over and over and over i don't know why and i wish i did because i feel naive and .. i donno.

i wrote a stupid poem really late last night and its not lighthearted its too dramatic and serious.. i wrote something funny about jellybeans awhile back and i can't find it *oh face* yeah not sure about that one. it was funny though and y'all would like it.

so anyway i'm not really as comfortable as i have been the past three weeks.. well it couldn't stay like that long. i want to straighten my hair and see how long it gets .. but mostly i want it long.. bout as long as livy's. (like maybe three four inches past her shoulders.. yeah.)

i've been dizzy all day so i'm feeling a little slanted as i write this so i'm probably going to get off now.. i can't wait for november.

i have this vague memory of someone punching me in the face last night. if anyone can elaborate that would be very helpful.. i must have done something in my sleep o.o

anyway i love y'all
hope